I finally built Soundwave last week.
He’d been sitting in the box for weeks. Between the wedding, the honeymoon, work, and everything else life had been throwing at us, I kept telling myself I’d get to it “soon.” Once things finally settled down, I spent a Saturday afternoon putting him together.
The build itself was exactly what I hoped it would be. Relaxing, engaging, and just challenging enough to keep my attention without requiring too much thought. There was something satisfying about watching a pile of LEGO bricks slowly turn into one of my favorite Transformers.
When I finished, I found a place for him on one of the shelves in my office, stepped back, and immediately thought, “Well… yeah.”
He looked like he’d always belonged there.
That got me thinking about the room itself.
Over the past year or so, I’ve spent a lot of time talking about my office here on SinisterRabbit. There have been posts about the Atari shelf, the cartridge project, comic books, lighting, and now Soundwave. Looking back, I realized none of those things were really isolated projects. They’ve all been small pieces of the same one.
I’ve been building a room.
Not in the sense of drywall and paint, but a room that feels like me.
Nothing in here was added because I thought it would impress somebody. Every poster, shelf, comic book, Atari cartridge, Transformer, and little collectible has a story attached to it. They’re reminders of things I’ve enjoyed, hobbies I’ve picked up, or memories I didn’t want to leave behind.
One of the reasons I wanted this particular LEGO set is because my original Soundwave is one of the few Transformers that somehow survived from my childhood. He’s sitting on another shelf these days, looking a little worn after a few decades of adventures. Now the LEGO version is nearby, and I like the idea that the two of them are sharing the room together.
The funny thing is, the office still isn’t finished. I’m not sure it ever will be.
I move things around all the time. A figure that looked perfect on one shelf suddenly ends up somewhere else. I’ll spend twenty minutes adjusting a display that nobody but me will probably ever notice. Sometimes something new comes in and everything shifts around to make room for it.
A year ago I probably would have thought that meant I was never satisfied.
Now I think it just means the room is alive.
It keeps changing because I keep changing. The Atari shelf grows one cartridge at a time. A new LEGO build finds a home. A framed comic goes on the wall. Something else eventually catches my eye and starts another little project.
There probably isn’t going to be a day when I walk downstairs, look around, and think, “That’s it. It’s finished.”
And honestly, I don’t think I’d want there to be.
Every time I add something, move something, or start a new project, the room tells a little more of my story.
Soundwave just happens to be the newest chapter.





